“the awaited waiting for nothingness”

“the awaited waiting for nothingness”

as i wait for nothingness, i get into that most exceeding beauty of life i can… so that i witness the waiting i was… upon entrance to that nothingness.

death like a song
get to the last chord of a melody
an entrance
to the nothingness of being
an awaiting agglutinated
with my birth,
a natural phenomena
of my existence
a record of my existential life.

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death becomes a moving force to exceed to beauty
a Janus bifrons;
the joy sadness angst
waiting for the boundary…
the existence of waiting
images the am i was,
in wait for nothingness…
the awaited waiting.                               


ade caparas manilah
monday 7:33m 08 january 2018
sydney nsw australia

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